it's so close i can almost touch it,
but it's perpetually out of reach.
as i go to grasp it, it moves just a little further away.
i guess this is learning patience the hard way.
but it feels like i've been tied up and left alone to see if i can release myself. problem is, this time i can't reach the knots and no matter where or how i wriggle, i can't do it alone. i need help, and it was this Help that tied me up in the first place.
epic irritation right there.
gotta love having no credit to make a girl feel just that little bit more ignored than usual.
ah well, life's a sucker like that.