I guess this could really, be the start of me changing properly - having a physical change to get the ball rolling, so to speak. as it is i am looking forward to this trip, but dreading it too - it's the last one i'll go on as a student at my school.
oh well, cest la vie.
here, i propose a toast:
to becoming someone we always wanted to be.
i'll fill you in when i get home.
until such time,