marred by hurtful words, of the most unexpected source.
but then again, it should be expected, given past history.
as it is, i'm living with a headache.
and the weather is warm outside and i should be out with someone enjoying it.
but im grounded.
i dont even know what the grounding rules ARE - how long, for what.
i think its just a ploy to stop me from seeing Him - i'm allowed to go into town and have Nick over, but i'm not allowed to see Him, even if i could find someone to take me there other than parents.
i need a car
and a proper license.
then i'm outta here.