there comes a time when i am more irrational, more real, than any other time. that time is now. i am too tired to care of the consequences of my words, so i say them anyway. i am even too tired to write. which is a shame because despite my exhaustion im burning up inside with questions to ask. i guess i should just go to sleep. maybe i will if i can get rid of the mozzie in my room..... stupid mozzies.