Wednesday, 25 March 2009

James' Headstone

nothing special, other than that i had a good hard laugh over this little snippet of a conversation today....

Liv says:
so what you up to today?

James says:
still esl~~~if i keep doing esl....i could die~~~ lol

Liv says:
hehehe, I'm imagining the headstone...

James says:
what~~??

Liv says:

"Here lies Lvcheng, a bright young man.
Died completing ESL homework"
lol lol lol

James says:
lol..... ha
i prefer
"Here lies Lvcheng, a bright young man
buried alive by Liv,
who thinks I died from completing esl homework"...
lol




.....yes, the kid's got a sense of humour....
sad thing is, i'm pretty sure i can imagine that happening o
(0_O)
hehe

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

I Love Wednesdays

I love Wednesday week B's
Not only are they 6 study lessons in a row, it means I can sleep in til 9, and work in the warm silence of my own living room, wearing whatever I choose, rather than a school uniform in a strangely odorous classroom.
Wake up at 7 from noise in living area/siblings/psychotic dog. 8.45: roll out of bed (may or may not be 9.30 depending on tiredness). Cook brekkie <(^.^)>. Start homework. Thankfully, I'm not interrupted at 2.30 by mum telling me I have to go get dressed out of pjyamas for softball training this week. Much joy at this. So shall be going over legal studies notes etc and english for what I suspect may be 9 hours, if last WedB was any indication of the Hell I'm about to delve into once i finish this post. Ah good ol year 12 - so much noting, so little time.

Am looking foward to thursdays after-hours stuff though: netball trials (not to self: bring hairspray for grip on shoes) til 5 and then Art Workback and pizza til 7.30. Which means that I'm going to be buggered for revision of the legal studies test on the Friday. Joy of joys. Lets hope I don't fail this one. I'm praying 75% but that'll be a miracle. Honest to God it was a bad choice. But theres nothing I can do about it now, I have to stick it out, deal with it, try desperatley to do the best I can and maybe just maybe get a TER over 90.... though I doubt it. Knowing my past history, it'll be like... 89 or 88 or something.
What an epically stupid number.

Oh well.
Such is life.
15 minutes

Saturday, 21 March 2009

Chat, chat, chat, surprise!

No one reason for posting today.

after feeling supremely content at that outburst/previous post yesterday, then even more amazingly pleased from meeting His mum and sister, i feel somewhat like i should be singing from the rooftops, or something to that extent.

every day is filled with new experiences. some easy, simple, like trying new food, others, like trying to get your boyfriends sister to not be afraid of you, are a little more difficult. and
some are just downright new. nothing else to say about them.
but no matter what the experience, i try to take it in my stride, deal with whatever life throws at me. and if this is hardship, or joy, or something in-between, then so be it.

all i can say is this:

oh, so this is what it feels like to be treated right, to feel safe and comfortable with everything about someone. wow, i think i like this, can i stay a little while, soak it up? please?

so here i sit, after work, after the best 24 hours of a long time, totally content with where my life is.
just thought i should say that.

Friday, 20 March 2009

Go fuck yourself, anon bloggers

Just a fast note, an angry note, to tell you that I HATE it when people leave anonymous messages. 
It is GUTLESS. 
Just like the first people that posted mean comments.
Yes, I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Two brothers, one that i have never met, that has never spoken to me in my life, just as bad as one another, taking a cheap hit at me on the only thing that I look after religiously, the only constant, sometimes the only thing keeping me sane.

To you I say this: grow, up, get a life, and truly if you have any intention of getting ANY friends once you leave school, then please think long, long and hard about the way you treat people, because mean, vindictive cowards are not going to get far in the world and I hope you end up miserable if you don't change your ways. 

I thought we were okay, nothing wrong at that stage of life, as far as I knew, yet you did this at a time of peace.

So, this is why I write this, angry and hurt that someone I though was on good terms with me, is not. 

Go Fuck Yourself.

Libraries, Books, and Literary Graffiti

Well, it seems that the school's computer faculty have finally managed
to block off the portal to blogger.com, which saddens me deeply.
However, I'm being the sneaky bugger that I am, know a way around
this, and it is perfectly legit, no hacking required for once :) so, I
post from the row of computers in the library, with my iPod in my
ears, and my Legal book by my side, about to start the noting of the
first chapter in this book that I actually can understand totally, and
while it may be vaguely boring, it makes sense.
Much happiness.

This post, however, other than to celebrate this little victory
against the authorities, is to talk about my library. Strangely
enough, it smells like books. The smell is intoxicating for me – there
is nothing like that smell of old paper. It smells like knowledge.
It's distracting enough to make me want to leave my work and spend
hours in the aisles, looking at all the different books, from the
Guinness World Records volumes, to the books on Shakespeare and Fidel
Castro. There's got to be over half a million dollars worth of
literature in this library, I swear. But either way, it's a good
place, even if the floor space has shrunk to half the original size in
the past year of so (all thanks to the 2 new computer labs).

So yes, just this brief post to outline my supreme appreciation for
books and while they may never be read, they are a portal into
someone's mind, a way of life, an event, the past, the future.
It hurts me personally when a book is plastered with graffiti; I try
not to draw in my textbooks, knowing there are two siblings left who
potentially will use them. Granted, by year 12, they could choose
totally different subjects than I have, but hey, it's still a chance.
Plus, just to tack on here, these textbooks are worth up to $70. The
PE book is $90. It's insane. So I like to keep that which is valuable,
valuable.

It's such a shame to see perfectly good pages ripped, torn, bent and
covered in obscenities from my friends being careless with their
things. People learned early on not to touch my books with their pens,
and now that I have new friends that seem to be less inclined to care
of property, they're getting a firm talking to every time they put
their pen on my page and look at me as if to say 'ooh, look what I'm
about to do'.
Intensely frustrating.